~"Memories"~

你再不舍得以前又怎么样，你再不想分开又能怎么样，你再难过悲伤又能怎样，逝去的感情就能回来了吗?  不是说好要互相信任对方的吗，不是说好将来要结婚的吗，不是说好一辈子不分开的吗，什么爱她一辈子，什么就算全世界反对也要在一起，什么永远不会变心。

都是热恋中的人说的屁话，感情淡化后就把这些话抛到耳后。



只有热恋中的人才觉得他们的相遇不是偶然，只有热恋中的人会相信对方说的誓言，可是感情淡了之后呢，别跟我说感情一辈子都不会淡之类的废话。所有的爱情，燃烧过后都只能成灰。


可是，我们这么拼命维系的感情最后的结果呢?我们还是分开了，感情还是淡化了。我们不是活在童话世界里面，哪有那么多所谓的至死不渝的爱情。有的时候爱情就因为一点看起来荒谬的裂痕分开了。不是么。



我也明白那种明明还喜欢着却还是不得不选择放手的心情，我想用五月天的歌词来说明再适合不过了：而我知道真爱不一定能白头到老，而我知道有一天你可能就这么走掉，而我知道我知道这一切我全都知道，我就是受不了，而我知道我们曾天真的一起哭和笑，而我知道放开手但不知道怎么忘掉，而我知道你走了以后的每一分一秒却还是这么难熬。

对于那份感情，既然已经不能再拥有，我唯一可以做的，就是让自己不要忘记。然后告诉自己，回忆就足够了。你也拥有过那么甜 那么美 那么相信 那么疯 那么热烈的曾经，却还是放弃了

~Day 15..A Voice From you..~

                                               

                               DAY 15


Today...i was wake up on 6.00am...because my work begin in 6.30..is a hard time for me..cause not enough sleep..

Whole day working,but althought the image of your face still appear  in my mind.just because you are the spirit that in my heart...when the difficult time in front of me, i will just tell myself that i must get thru it no matter what..because thats the only way to cont survive and much more closet to my target.

Before i finish my work today,i pick up my international phones and make a call...before i call "u",i ask myself..why i gonna call you..?i realize that because i suddenly wish to hear your voice,cause is been a time me and you have no conversation..

When you pick up the call,u say"wei~......and wei....~
After hearing your voice...i feel....touching..finally you have pick up my call..but actually you dunno who am i..if you know is me,i think you won't answer...

?WHY AND HOW?

I THINK I KNOW THE ANSWER ALREADY,

THE CHOICE YOU HAVE CHOOSE,

THE WAY YOU PICK YOUR LIFESTYLE,

AND THE FUTURE THATS IN YOUR MIND.....

WHAT I HAVE TO DO IS......

JUST KEEP ON WALKING.....

AND I STILL BELIEVE...

~I WILL STILL MISS YOU~