"~Secr3t Of Ours~"

DAY 24

Today 29/12/2010

Doufu Said:

Wake up early today (6.00am),

After have my teeth brush,

This is my breakfirst,

*HoneyStar*

"Suddenly I Was Shock.."

A Song That Seems I Familiar Of,

A {Secrect}Of ~Me And "u"

All The Image Poops Out From My Mind.

....................Touching When Hearing This....................

{Song Of Us}

{All My Secret Aways}

******************************************************

~ Just Me ~

Today i'm very tired...

Because i meet a customer in early morning,

[To those who know what my job is]

My customer told me the situation of her now,

And She even cry to me on the phone,

If everythings that she tell me is true,

What i'm going to do?

"Customer Said"

"luke,is a emergency for me now,

i need the prize money to help my mother,

because she was sick now and lying on bed,

and doctor just told me is  "CAnCer"

Luke,is it all the things you tell me is true?

do i just pay the "2250" usd dollars then,

i can have my prize?"

"Doufu Answer"

Everythings is FATE,

Just Believed In Your Heart.

And Follow What Your Hearts Say,

~No Matter What The Ends Will Be~

~*Don't Regret*~

{ In The End She Choose...}

{Which Is A Ending ,}

{I Don't know Should "I" Be Happy Ornot,}

{ I Been Thinking Whole Day}

I JUST WANT TO SAY:

"I'm Sorry"

=========================================================================

Dear,

Until Now I Don't Know,

If "u" Are Remember Me,

Or "u" Want To Forget Me,

Even "u" Wanted To Delete Everythings Of Me In "ur" Mind,

{I Can't Do Anythings}

{But Keep Believed In"U"}

@Lov3 And Beside "u"@

=Always=

"~There's A Rainning In My Heart~"

DAY 23


"~There's Rain Drop In My Heart~"

Today 28/12/2010

Last night i din't write blog,

Because i was too tired,

Work for 17 hours,

But before i sleep,

*I Will Think Of "u" Also*

"~Longtime I din't play my favorite basketball~*

"~Just Showing My New Hair Cut~"



Today is ^Day 23..^
It's Remind me i been 23days din't see you,
And also 23 days "u" are leaving me,
"u" don't even message or call me,
This Is the way "u'choose to be.
Are "u" willing to be like this.
I don't know,


"*Just Keep Waiting,and Waiting*"

~Since the time i write this blog,~
~I don't even write about myself,~
~But now i will start write,~
~About the plan of me.~


~There's two way i plan myself to do in next years,~
~Since now i start building up my body,~
~I will take a course of modeling,~
~When i finish my work here,~
~I will go for it.~


~The second way is,~
~I will try to have my own business,~
~If is not enough,~
~I will work 1st and try to save more,~
~Because it is a risk for me since i never had this exp.~


~This is my target that must archieve in next years~
**************************************************************************

~Athought i was poor now,~
~but doesn't means that i will walk till end like this,~
~Athought i was poor now,~
~But my hearts is not!~

~Althought is a hard time for me now,~
~But i will not give up so easy,~
~Just had myself keep believed it,~


*"~I LovE "u"~"*

~Good Night~

,

"~淘汰~"

DAY 22

~淘汰~

Today 26/12/2010....

Me whole day just thinking of work,

Because it's almost CNY..,

I will be Success ?Or Failed?

~A friend of me saw me on facebook today,~

~She's a friend of "u",~

~She tell me to let go of "u",~

~I tell her i left nothing already,~

~Even now i so miss "u",~

~I also hold myself to calling "u" and message "u"~

~Why i need to suffer all this,i asked myself,~

~I found out i can't let go of "u"~

~ 02/May/2010~

"Redang Trip"

"Chien,Thanks For Your Advice,"

"Thanks For Telling Me The Truth,"

"Thanks For Cheer Me Up,"

"If You Saw This Blog Now,"

"I Just Want To Tell You,"

"If You Truelly Love A Person,"

"Your Heart Will Tell You What To Do."

"And This Is The Feeling I Had In My Mind And Heart Now"

"Doufu Said"

{Althought i was poor now,}

{The life style "u" having now ,}

{I won't give any reason to myself,}

{Me maybe born in poor life,}

{But as long as i have hands and legs,}

~Won't Give Up On "u"~

*.End.*

"~Today Is Just A Normal Day~"

DAY 21

Today,24/11/2010..

Still Got 7 Days Left Till New Years...

Every Body Is Prepairing Their Celebration On X'MAS....

Wish "u" Have A Wonderful Time With "him",

Althought I Can Just Say In My Heart Or Even Tell To The Sky,

*..MERRY ..*..CHRISTMAS..*

To You My Dear,

May be you are enjoying right now,

May be you are happy right now,

I hope that you remember me,

And the wishes i pray for you.

Love Or To Be Loved....

When You Are Gone..

My Life Still Need To Be Continue,

When You Needs Me..

I Will Always Be There For You.

*Lonely Christmas*

...你不在 ,When I Needed You...

"~Waiting For My Angel~"

DAY 20

~Just waitting~



Today 23/12/2010...

A Few Days Left Till Another New Years,

Just Sitting And Wait Till The Days Come,

Still Have A Long Journey For Me,

Remind Myself Don't Keep Just Standing In The Same Spot,

Must Think Of The Future Of My Self.

 ~The Past Of Me~

 If Want Keep Walking To The Future Of Sucess,

I Must Not  Look Back For The Failure That Has Done Before,

Because Every Choice I Have Done In Past,

Cause The Hard Time I Been Living Now Even For Future.

The Choice "u" Has Made Now,

Change Whole Life That I Will Be In Future,

I Say This Word Before I Leave:

"  U "   Has Been In My Heart ,
From The Day I Start Call You ~Dear~,
And My Future Will Be There Waiting For Me,
Just because The Exist Of "  You"

(#  老婆 ~我叫了一声,#  )

(* 你在我心目中也占了一个地位,* )

(^我的未来,^)

(* 会因为有你而存在..*)

~WalkinG Down The Street~

DAY 19

~PAVILION~

Today,23/12...

The after day that my mother pass away 10 years ago,

Mum...i think of you whole day,

How are you now,

Did you saw the life of your youngest son now,

Since i was be able to together with you only 12 years,

I will keep standing now until the day when gods wants me to fall,

~ I Won't Give Up To My Life ~

Today i went back from the place  that i work,

Because my colleague wants to have their dinner with their family,

When they thinking back home,i just think that where would i go,

Finally i deceided to have a walk in town,

Althought it's just Walk Alone,

But i found out i'm not alone at the street,

Actually alot of people around me,

Just another Stranger walk beside me...

~Walk Alone~

Almost 11 o'clock..,

Only few hours coming back,

But it's the time i need to leave k.l again..

DOUFU SAID:

I don't call you not because i forget you,

JUST BECAUSE,

"~I STILL L:O:V:E YOU~"

I Will Keep On Walking Until Reach The Place That "You" Wanted Me To Be.

^NO REGRET^

"~PRomisS~"

DAY 18

（冬至节快乐）

Where Are You,And What Are You Doing,

Will You Think Of Me Sometimes,

Do You Still Remember What You Have Told Me,

May Be You Think It's Just A Word..

But For Me..

Is

A

~ PROMISS

Where Was You When I Was Miss You?

Are You At Own House?Or?

Finally I Found Out,

You Just Leave Me Behind With  Lies..

~ These Is What You Told Me ~

Today

,I Can't Even Imagine What Will Happen,

When You Not "Home Alone"...

Just Another One Bed With Two Person,

I Tell MySelf,

Just Keep On Suffering Until I Wake Up..

~This I Promiss You~

GooD NighT..

"~Thank You~"

DAY 17



Thank You For All Those Things That You Teach Me..

 

Today just the same day that i pass yesterday,

wake up,eat breakfirst,work,lunch,

Today i call "u" 1 more time again...

this time finally i speak,

but not as me....

just hope that can hear your voice longer,

but you just pass to another people to speak..

~I wonder why or should i keep on waiting~

"just because i believed"

Even that you already start running,

And doesn't look back at all,

Or you choose to forget me,

But one thing i can assure,

I won't able to forget what have you done..

~Remind Me I Aways Remember~

~Good Night~

"Good By3"

~"Memories"~

你再不舍得以前又怎么样，你再不想分开又能怎么样，你再难过悲伤又能怎样，逝去的感情就能回来了吗?  不是说好要互相信任对方的吗，不是说好将来要结婚的吗，不是说好一辈子不分开的吗，什么爱她一辈子，什么就算全世界反对也要在一起，什么永远不会变心。

都是热恋中的人说的屁话，感情淡化后就把这些话抛到耳后。



只有热恋中的人才觉得他们的相遇不是偶然，只有热恋中的人会相信对方说的誓言，可是感情淡了之后呢，别跟我说感情一辈子都不会淡之类的废话。所有的爱情，燃烧过后都只能成灰。


可是，我们这么拼命维系的感情最后的结果呢?我们还是分开了，感情还是淡化了。我们不是活在童话世界里面，哪有那么多所谓的至死不渝的爱情。有的时候爱情就因为一点看起来荒谬的裂痕分开了。不是么。



我也明白那种明明还喜欢着却还是不得不选择放手的心情，我想用五月天的歌词来说明再适合不过了：而我知道真爱不一定能白头到老，而我知道有一天你可能就这么走掉，而我知道我知道这一切我全都知道，我就是受不了，而我知道我们曾天真的一起哭和笑，而我知道放开手但不知道怎么忘掉，而我知道你走了以后的每一分一秒却还是这么难熬。

对于那份感情，既然已经不能再拥有，我唯一可以做的，就是让自己不要忘记。然后告诉自己，回忆就足够了。你也拥有过那么甜 那么美 那么相信 那么疯 那么热烈的曾经，却还是放弃了

~Day 15..A Voice From you..~

                                               

                               DAY 15


Today...i was wake up on 6.00am...because my work begin in 6.30..is a hard time for me..cause not enough sleep..

Whole day working,but althought the image of your face still appear  in my mind.just because you are the spirit that in my heart...when the difficult time in front of me, i will just tell myself that i must get thru it no matter what..because thats the only way to cont survive and much more closet to my target.

Before i finish my work today,i pick up my international phones and make a call...before i call "u",i ask myself..why i gonna call you..?i realize that because i suddenly wish to hear your voice,cause is been a time me and you have no conversation..

When you pick up the call,u say"wei~......and wei....~
After hearing your voice...i feel....touching..finally you have pick up my call..but actually you dunno who am i..if you know is me,i think you won't answer...

?WHY AND HOW?

I THINK I KNOW THE ANSWER ALREADY,

THE CHOICE YOU HAVE CHOOSE,

THE WAY YOU PICK YOUR LIFESTYLE,

AND THE FUTURE THATS IN YOUR MIND.....

WHAT I HAVE TO DO IS......

JUST KEEP ON WALKING.....

AND I STILL BELIEVE...

~I WILL STILL MISS YOU~

Day14...I Miss U Av day..

                                                    DAY 14.....



Today....i work till so late...feel tired and no energy left at all....moodly cause no business...T.T

I always remind myself not to think of "  U  "...but actually is really hard...

Love means to me is important...but what i have to do now is become a successful people....

Even thought u have "leave" me....

I can't forgive what u have done to me...

But i need to thank you..because the pain you cause to me...

Finally wake me up....

Is not important anymore.....people will always selfish....

The selfish  of me is....



                                                 NO MATTER WHY OR
                      WHAT HAPPEN ON YOU...
                                                        

                                                   ~I LOVE U~

This is the day we spend our day together..on the way to dating..........Even till now..my mind still got images of u..

~All Because Of You~

       THE DAY

I START WRITING SINCE I WAS IN SCHOOL,

BUT IS BEEN A LONG WHILE I HAVE NEVER WRITING AFTER SCHOOL,

I WONDER WHAT IS THE FEEL WRITE DIARY AND BLOG EVERYDAY,

BUT THE REASON I START WRITING IS BECAUSE OF

~U~

我想你了，想打给你，但是我知道我不能。

我想你了，想信息你，但是我怕碍着你。

我想你了，想见见你，但是我知道不可能。

我想你了，想抱抱你，但是我知道除非在做梦。

我想你了，想你陪着我，但是我知道你很忙。

我想你了，想近近的看着你，但是我知道这只是我的空想。

我想你了，想知道你在干嘛。

我想你了，你...想我了吗？